On lock up
Have you ever been in an a closed confined space with a people around you for a long period of time? If you have, you probably experience feelings of being uncomfortable, crammed, and irritated. These feelings stem from the fact that you have no room to operate and the others are right on top of you in you face for every second. Have you had this feeling before? This is the same feeling as going to Reno or Vegas from 1 long night of fun. The next thing you know is you are drunk, the sun is coming up, and you know longer think Mark's antics are funny. Frankly, you are sick of him in your face and you just want to get away. Yes, now I know you had this feeling.
Now that I have made these feelings real for you, please permit me to continue down this path. I want you to image a basement of hospital. It is well lit from the artificial light because windows are not present. The walls are white and the floors are sparking from the black guys wax job from the night before. As you navigate the hallways you see a room that says, 'B-13'. Your curiosity is killing you at this point. You open the door and to your surprise you see a sign of some life. You see 116 people crammed in rows dazing at a screen as you hear somebody talking about Cytokines and the effect in breast carcinoma. Shaking your head in disgust, you see a big black guy in the middle of this crowd fighting with his eyes. You are think to yourself, "wow, he really looks like he is uncomfortable in the small chairs in the middle of all these people." However, you shake it off knowing that this must only last for a few hours because you know you would go crazy if that were you for any longer period of time. You now keenly try to make out this good looking man. Cha-ching! You see that it is me, Taj.
Yes, it is me. I am up in the mix of B 13, but let me tell you right now that it is terrible. I am in this room for 8 hours a day listening to crap I don't understand. However, this is not the point. In this room, there are 115 other people all around. After 2.5 months of daily interaction with people, who for the most part your only commonality is that we go to Dental School, begins to wear on you. Everything these people do wears on my nerves. From their whining and endless comparisons with other people to their "School is life" mentality, I am growing tired. The worst part is that I have another 2 months in this room. I am going crazy. They are nice people, but I cannot even handle 8 hours/day with my family.
Take me back to Reno. I will rather deal with Mark's annoying antics as he tires. I know I put myself in this situation, but can I at least get a window.